So, its been almost a year since I blogged, because my life is just more of the same. Tonight I am sitting here, waiting on my husband who was leaving the bar at 10:30. It is now 1:18 and I haven't heard from him since. I feel so lonely in my marriage. He rarely goes out, but when he does, he refuses to come home. It really make me wonder where he really wants to be. Even when he is home, he is drinking and ignoring me. I don't remember the last time we had a real conversation.
Maybe I am just having a pity party, I don't know. But, to me, this is not how a marriage is supposed to feel.
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