Could it be?

So, I took a pregnancy test this morning, and I apperantly screwed something up, because I did not get any lines. When I got home from shopping, I took another one, to see if I could at least get a test line. When my husband went to the bathroom I had him look at it. He said it was negative and threw it away. I went in to check it, because last time I looked it had no lines. I see a faint line, which indicates positive! Tim says no, but I really want it to be there, maybe wishful thinking? I will let you know in a few days for sure or not!

Slightly productive day

Even though I had the babies at home with me today, I managed to get a lot done and spend some time with them. I am trying to follow flylady, but my house is still to cluttered to completely follow her. I made my daily routines in Onenote, which i love and recommend to anyone. When I take breaks I come to the computer, drink water, check my routines and check off anything I have completed. The kids and I had a pretty good day today. It was everything I could do to not pee on a stick today. :) I got the school room organized and rearranged, I got the kitchen table cleared off and wiped off. I think I have all of the babies Christmas toys put away. I have Tim and I's stuff left to do, although I have been working at it slowly. I have been doing a reverse scavenger hunt where I put something away, pick up something from the room I am in and put it away, pick up something from the new room I am in and put it away, and continue on. I put my iPod on and don't even notice how long I work at it. It may not be the most efficient way to clean, but it works for me :) I am off to eat tacos - Tim cooked!

Anything but what I should do

So this is me doing anything but what I am supposed to do. I need to be cleaning, putting Christmas stuff away, taking bags to Goodwill, however I do not want to do anything. Instead of getting off my rumpus and doing something, I am creating a blog! it was something I was going to do anyway, however this is not necessarily the best time to do it.I am using this blog to help with my frustration level and to chronicle my attempt to get pregnant. I was diagnosed with ADHD this fall and am attempting to live my life without medications simply because I have no insurance and cannot afford them. I am trying to live my life with my husband and 2 children - Faith 4 and Carter 2. I am going to attempt to go put away Christmas presents.